According to Agnes de Mille: "I
was bewildered and worried that my entire scale of values was untrustworthy.
... I confessed that I had a burning desire to be excellent, but no faith that
I could be." Martha said to me, very quietly:
There is a
vitality, a life force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you
into action, and because there is only one of you in all of time, this
expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any
other medium and it will be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your
business to determine how good it is nor how valuable nor how it compares with
other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly,
to keep the channel open. You do not even have to believe in yourself or your
work. You have to keep yourself open and aware to the urges that motivate you.
Keep the channel open. ... No artist is pleased. [There is] no satisfaction
whatever at any time. There is only a queer divine dissatisfaction, a blessed
unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than the others. [from The Life and Work of Martha Graham]
